Posts Tagged ‘dreams’

My Brain Made A Movie

January 13, 2009

I had two unusually vivid dreams last night. I know I have many dreams, but most of them I don’t recall until I think hard about what they were. But the two dreams I had last night stuck with me.

The first dream was just agonizing to watch. It relates to nothing going on in my life, nor does it take place in any familiar place I have been to. It was a hospital operating room, and a man stepped out of the elevator. He explained that a baby tarantula had gotten into his head. There was a clear hole on his forehead that was bleeding down his face.

The doctors got to work immediately and took a saw to his skull. They sawed off the whole top of his skull and left it on a side table. During the whole process the man on the table was screaming in pain. Then the weirdness started to occur. For no apparent reason the doctor was trying to place a larger skull over his head and had hit his brain. The man screamed even more. Than I blinked and the man’s skin had disappeared and all that was there was a skull. The doctor touched the jaw and the whole top of the skull jerked back and made a horrendous noise that sounded like when someones joints get dislocated. Then I blinked and the man’s face was back, and he was screaming.

Then it got really nuts. His brain simply fell out of his skull and blood dumped out of his head. The man screamed again, and the doctor shoved the brain, which looked like it was filled with liquid, back into his skull.

Then I woke up from complete amazement, and horror, at how vivid and real it all looked. This dream just makes no sense to me. I assume dreams come from your own brain, but I have never seen or heard of anything like this at all. My brain just got bored and wrote and produced a well done horror scene.

The other dream was a very vivid sex dream that lasted for far too short a time, and I will not discuss it. But it involved your mother.

Don’t Speak, Until You Do.

April 8, 2008

The following is the start of a piece I was writing. I decided to write it as a reaction to a few comments I heard from people about their dreams. Their dreams of things they wanted to be in life; and their doubts about those dreams.

This is what I came up with so far:

[The best thing you can do for yourself is have a plan. I suppose there are those of us that like to be spontaneous or some bullshit, but they have a plan for SOMETHING. I am not talking about saying you are going to be a rock star, that's not a plan. That's a dream and a good dream to have, but the plan is what makes that dream. So sitting around all day smoking weed and picking at your guitar in your mom's basement is not working a plan towards your dream.

Know your dreams, and then research the dream.

Find out about others who are living your dream, because you aren't the first person to dream it. They are the people who have made a mistake that you can avoid.

Research the world surrounding your dream. Maybe it hasn't changed for a long time, or maybe it is constantly changing. Learn how to adapt to that world and learn what you need to adapt to it.]

For a few days I have been coming back to this to try and finish it, but I seem to be stuck at this point. It just now occurred to me that I CAN’T finish it. How am I supposed to tell someone how to have a plan and reach a dream when I have not done that myself.

Where I have left off is where I am currently at. I have a dream, and I have a plan. So far this is where I am at and when the next part of my plan is successful, whatever it may be, I will be able to tell people.

For now, don’t leave your dreams in the dream world. Think of your dream constantly as you do everything you do. Think of it as you make important choices. Most of all, don’t forget them or they may forget you.

p.s. The title of this entry has shifted my mind to my dreams about me being Gwen Stefani:

Don’t speak, I know just what your sayin

So please stop explainin

Don’t tell me cause it hurts

Nooo nooo nooooo